Hopeless Situation

Even if you're my world and I love you
Still I know for the fact that I can't have you
My heart always longed to touch and hold you
But my mind knew it can never be come true.

My life won't be complete if I lost you
My heart aches at times that I can't see you
My mind is in trouble everytime I talk to you
But still I know for real, I can never own you.

Even if you love me and I love you too
The world is against us and pulling you
Bringing you somewhere I might never know
Just to take you away and I can't find you.

So it would be better if I love you secretly
Coz I know you'll always be in my heart so truly
Forever you'll be the only one for me honestly
And I'll be happy and greatly loving you faithfully.

-dapz-

LONELINESS

It is in the eyes of a broken hearted one
A feeling that overwhelm when you're down
Everybody never wish to have this thing
But we learn from the experience it bring

Sometimes it exist in silence
Often attracts eve in crowded places
Seldom it makes life incline
And it chooses no one and no time

It could change one's own belief and faith
When almost nobody is there to be with
But still it must be bore in mind
That is had something precious behind

It has the will and unique way to let us open our eyes
It has the knowledge that teaches us
and realize us from the experience itself
And help us reach our dreams; this is also one
way of guiding us to ur destiny


-rev-

I BELIEVE

USED TO PORTRAY ANOTHER PART
HID MY SOUD IN TH EDARK
USED TO PLAY SOMEONES TASK
HID MYSELF BEHIND THE MASK

WHEN WILL I BECOME
THE WOMAN WHERE I STAND
ISN'T IT HARD TO SEE?
THE ONE I WANNA BE

USED TO CRY ALONG THE CROSSROADS
TO BE MYSELF IS NEVER BEEN GOOD
USED TO FINE MY NAME BELOW
WISH TO GET THIS ALL THROUGH

NOW I'M GONNA GET OUT
OF MY SHELL
AND SHOW THE WORLD THAT
I HAVE MY WILL

I CAN WALK AHEAD THE LANE
FLY ACROSS THE PLANE
I CAN SPIN MY OWN WHEEL
WITHOUT ANYBODY ELSE

NOW I KNOW
WHAT I NEED
I FOUND MYSELF..
AND I BELIEVE!!!!!!1


-REV-

I NEED YOU

YOUR FACE APPEARS
IN THE MIDST OF SILENCE
HALLUCINATION RULES
THAT MAKES A BIG SENSE

NO MATTER WHERE
MY FEET LANDED
SCENTS OF YOUR SPIRIT
ASCENDED

OUR MEMORIES MAKES LIFE
FIND ITS WAY
STILL I'M REMINISCING
YOU ALONGSIDE ME

THIS THINGS HAPPEN
AFTER YOU GO
THIS THINGS STILL HAPPEN
BECAUSE I NEED YOU

-REV-

I Can Love You Never

When I lost my wings, you're there to catch me
You give me faith and voice that guide me
When I feel alone, you always stays beside me
And in times of troubles, your very much willing to save me.

Falling for you would mean the end of our friendship
Loving you would give me so much heartaches
And I know deep inside I can never have you
Coz' somehow, somewhere, someone has been loving you.

I can't love you but my heart does
I won't need you but my soul does
I didn't miss you but my mind does
And you can never be special but somewhere deep inside you are.

We used to be together but you're out of reach
We used to tell secrets but doesn't mean we're best friends
I know, it's possible to own you only in my dreams
But everytime I wake up, those dreams totally ends.

Carelessness

Because of you, I shed a lot of tears
Because of you, I lost lots of opportunities
Because of you, I was directed on the wrong ways
And because of you, I was now away with my friends.

Many times I've tried to get through on you
Sometimes I make a journal just to avoid you
I even set my phone's reminder to forget you
But still I can't even ignore the whole and real you.

My carelessness has brought me a lot of shame
Making it impossible for me to have a good fame
Leaving me with all the heartaches I accidentally attained
And now, I'm no one who keep on searching a mend.

I know I can never get you out of my life
Because of you, I learned how to survive
I may never get back all those tears I've cried
But I'm trying my best that this carelessness be minimized.

PATIENCE

To accomplish my plan, I should have it
To reach my goals, I should develop it
To keep my friends, I should use it.
Now the question is,where can I find it?

They said it is alreay found in our heart,
While growing up, it is indeed our life's part,
You just have to know if it's short or long
For us to determine how and where we belong.

Lately, I did examine myself,
And find out I really need a help,
In order for me to avoid mind's absence
I should have that thing named patience.

Can somebody give one for me?
If it's for sale, how much would it be?
I am in grave to own even one,
Coz' I know I really have none.

Ignoring the Living

Have you ever been wondering why,
Each time you look up and see a blue sky?
And do you ever came to realize,
You are surrounded by your loved ones.

The earth is so big that we never noticed,
Those people around us that we missed,
Just sitting there behind all of us
Waiting for us to see them and be recognized.

But we continue on walking
Leaving those people crying
We knew it but we keep on ignoring
Bringing with us all but nothing.

On our mind we say we're happy
But in our heart, we knew it's empty
Learn to look back, then you'd be lucky
For they're there, waiting to be merry.

Unknown Direction

Who would have thought,
What my eyes have caught,
A very little black ant,
Working, crawling on the plant.

Lately I realized what I'm doing,
Following the ant, where it's going,
Thinking what the little thing's planning,
In an unknown direction it's heading.

Then suddenly it came to my mind
Something about life, it remind
That I need not to be a big one,
To reach goals and do the right plan.

I maybe small that I can't see
What's on the horizon it may be,
Keep on following that path of unknown direction
But I know I made the right decision.